I guess I won't be able to do this in chronological order like I wanted, there's art so old I want to redraw it, there's lost pictures, etc. So... I hope this won't be too confusing, but I'm jumping from 2005 to 2009. Memories still very fresh, I have to say.
S04E21
When Sam was locked up in that room, to free him from the demon blood, I... just stayed on the other side of the door. I talked to him, I tried to calm him, to help him focus on my voice through the hallucinations. Sometimes he couldn't even hear me. But at one point he sat on his side of the door and begged me over and over again to open that door.
I took a few hits in this fight. Tried to stop them, to interfere, to reason them, couldn't. Well I guess at the last moment I could, but... not enough.
My life broke in two halves at that moment.

